Kate (babymowgli) wrote,

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A New Record

6 Months since I last Self-Injured.
This is the longest I've ever gone since I started doing it.  Which is great.  It means (I hope) that I'm learning to cope with depression better, in healthier ways, but I can't forget that the ideal is to not have to cope with depression at all.  I guess I'm also afraid that I have only replaced it with other unhealthy behaviors, but I don't think that's entirely true.  I still miss it sometimes and I still dream about it every now and then, and sometimes I really, really want to do it, but it has gotten easier.  I'm glad I don't do it anymore; it makes life less complicated and messy.  I certainly couldn't have done it alone.  People don't always realize how much they help.

Tags: craziness, depression, si
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